last week i confessed to him.
unfortunate he didnt give a damn.
it makes me very frustrated , so just a dumb of it.
but somehow deep down its disturbing me badly.
i want him to love me.
but unfortunately for me i have choosen the wrong guy.
but this is life if you dont grow through it how are you ever gonna grow up.
like somebody say once to me you get to overcome something gain some.
and also you gotta forget the past and move on.
i promised that somebody thet i will do so,
even its agaisnt my will.
my mother say if that person doesn't love you back he is an idiot
and he is not WORTHY enough for you.
but, sometimes i wonder whether im WORTHY enough for him?
he is the second man in life i give him evrything ,
my first time and my kiss .
everything i give him.
i regret it but im just glad is him.
because somehow i know he respected it.
well thats what throughly happen in my life for the last semester .
they got a lot more but i feel i need to write this so that i wont feel miserable.
